Wednesday, February 12, 2003

WHAT WHAT!!!! AWWW Aggies 4ever! Im so excited! Ima spend the night with the corps on spring break 20-21 and then chill with my sister. Oh! maybe i'll get to meet Bob! sounds like such a fake name. Well it kinda is. Cause his daddy was all like...everyone is getting confused cause we are both named the same thing so ima call you bob. And apparently it stuck. What a bad name to choose tho. Im mean...bob? well...that is my uncle's name...but its really robert. hmm...neway...we call him uncle bob. Oh! and on top of all that, i get to go to Utah in like 4 weeks! i cant wait to fall on my asmar! hehe...remember lord of the flies? awww....piggy! i felt so bad for him. we watched Blast today in band!!!! woohoo! omg it ruled! im such a loser...but its all gravy cause everyone still loves me. Its wat makes me lovable....yall wouldnt wanna love someone with a stick up their ass would you? no? thats what i thought i would hear yall say. we got to take the econ test some more, but i totally didnt kno ne new information so i said screw it and cut paper. lol....i sound retarded...mmmm paper...hehe. Ok ima go clean up. Im soooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!! peace yall!

Tuesday, February 11, 2003

Im soooooooooooo bored....ima go shopping today tho. so its all gravy. I need to get my mind off of that durn test. I worked so hard. eh...but it was kool...we got to watch Nell in sociology, but i didnt really cause i was studying and patrick kept me in check. Whenever i would look up to watch, he would tell me no! and so thank you patty! even tho i didnt pass. It was worth a try. awww...then greg (flute greg...not the other one) let me sit by him at lunch cause we had 3rd. I love 3rd lunch. The people are so much better. well rather more exciting. And paula approves of my whiteness....just not other people's...and she wants a Jew! lol...she is so funny. neway. ima shop...peace.
Ok it took me over an hour to find but i got it! im so excited....does this not rock or what? ok...for all you poet bashers, just skip this entry.

Holy Sonnets: Thou hast made me, and shall thy work decay?

Thou hast made me, and shall thy work decay?
Repair me now, for now mine end doth haste,
I run to death, and death meets me as fast,
And all my pleasures are like yesterday;
I dare not move my dim eyes any way,
Despair behind, and death before doth cast
Such terror, and my feebled flesh doth waste
By sin in it, which it t'wards hell doth weigh.
Only thou art above, and when towards thee
By thy leave I can look, I rise again;
But our old subtle foe so tempteth me,
That not one hour I can myself sustain;
Thy grace may wing me to prevent his art,
And thou like adamant draw mine iron heart.
~John Donne

seriously...this one is gonna be really boring so you might wanna avoid it. ok....some people just need to not. and ima leave it at that. Neway....economics hardcore raped me. I think it was rapage for everyone though. That was the hardest test i think i have ever taken. It was in a totally different language. was to the point where i thought i hadnt studied at all...and the sad thing...i did! i kno i kno....there's a first time for everything, but seriously...only one word for that test---R-A-P-E! I dont think that even Tina could have aced that one and she is mad smart. arrrrrggggg....oh wellz...if it was that hard and i studied, i cant imagine what it was like for yall that didnt at all. ok...i dun wanna think about it nemore. Its just too sad. The english test was soooooooooooo easy though. I mean common....who in their rite mind doesnt know what the difference between a folk epic and a literary epic or that Charles I was beheaded or that Milton was an anal puritan that embellished his writings which is not at all puritan like. you kno who i love rite now? Donne...he rules so much. But dickinson still bothers me. She complained too much. Naw...but Donne gets props cause he rules with his imagery and what not. was beautiful. He earned my respect. I only wish i could come up with something that brilliant. i wonder what the name of that one was. Ok now i cant stop thinking about it. Ima go look. Peace.

Monday, February 10, 2003 rocked. did yall go outside? omg....beautiful. Absolutely gorgeous. i could have spent all day simply meandering throughout the neighborhood without a care in the world. Enjoying the lovely blue sky; letting life take me on a calm journey through its greatest creation--nature. Im such a dreamer. Someone wake me up from this amazing moment because it mustn't be real. how could one person enjoy something so simple so very much? Seriously though, things are going so incredibly well right now. I wouldnt change anything for the world. I have such loving friends, I'm doing decently in school, band is going wonderfully, I'm balancing my life rather well, the corps stuff was great, and on top of everything, i have a guy that totally rocks my universe. What more could i ask for besides admitance into the college of my choice? GIG 'EM!

Sunday, February 09, 2003

hey yall! So um yeah...not gonna write much about my personal life cause its you kno...internet...and yall neednt kno. But i will share about my interview with the corps commander. It was so much fun! Those guys rock. They were incredibly nice and humorous. You know....I think i was sorta stereotypical going into the whole thing, but they were so sweet. They just made me feel really comfortable and incredibly confident in myself. I decided that no matter what happens, its for the best and thats exactly how god intended it to be. then my DODMERB sucked. It took 3 hours to do a 30 minute exam. was a long day but he made my weekend so awesome. ay....soooo awesome. neway....ima go cause i wanna talk to greg. peace out yall.